Monday, July 5, 2021

ART - The Revitalization of the JCPENNEY building in Livingston, Montana

Before, the original JCPenney building, turned mail order fulfillment center for Dan Bailey in Livingston, Montana for many years. 

Bought by Thomas H Blurock, FAIA, June 2020 with an eye to mixed use. Retail downstairs, residence above. 

And the work begins......


 new windows and storefront. 

Retail on the ground floor: 

ELK RIVER BOOKS, celebrating their 10th anniversary, will present new, used and antiquarian books, a venue for readings, signings and performances.

CATHERINE LANE INTERIORS, in her 28th year in business, caters to clients with established homes, and those building new or second homes from the ground up.

KATHLEEN BLUROCK STUDIOS INC. presenting stylish women's clothing & accessories, gifts and curiosities.

Come visit our site. The building is making 2nd Street in Livingston, Montana a fun go to place. 

Tuesday, December 22, 2020

Art - Books - The Writer

                    A Book a Week for a Year 2020 


53 books, 18,000 pages. 

COVID entered the world, and suddenly there were lockdowns, protests, social distancing, Black Lives Matter, the election and worrying friends were radioactive. So I read. Mostly fiction. A book a week for a year. This year, bigger books, 550, 858 and 944 pages, the longest one yet, almost 5 books in one. I calculate to watch where my time is going. I calculate to see how I spend time, I calculate to see if it’s worth it, and how I will come out in the end. Surprised? Better educated? In awe and wonder in the writing - which is my reason to read in the first place - not for plot, but for the weaving of the story, for the brick-by-brick laying of sentences into walls that are paragraphs, into the house of the story. 

This year I’ve read poetry, essays, interviews and a gaggle of fiction because it takes me into other worlds, other people’s lives, and away from the never ending news cycle. Through fiction I’ve entered so many unique worlds: the bayou in WHERE THE CRAWDADS SING, the biographies of 21 WOMEN IN BRITISH HISTORY, caves and tunnels all over the world in UNDERLAND. I've wondered right along with author Susan Orlean who was it that set fire to LA’s central library in THE LIBRARY BOOK, and took a left hand turn into THE WEST when COVID hit and I found myself permanently living in Montana. I came up with a list of 35 of the best western novels of all time and made it through 7 beginning with Cormac McCarthy’s BLOOD MERIDIAN (which is brutal), LEGENDS OF THE FALL, LONESOME DOVE, Michael Ondaej’s remarkable imagining of Bill the Kid’s memoir, and Mildred Walker’s WINTER WHEAT, the tale of a young girl growing up in the stark country of northern Montana’s hay ranches. The language in RIDERS OF THE PURPLE SAFE drew my breath away….all these books of the west painted the portrait of this landscape I am now living in, the ranches, the mountains, rivers, spring creeks and the national park. 

All these books take me away from COVID and the fear at the supermarket, fear at the post office, fear someone near me is infected with the virus. Books take me far far away. 

My Livingston book club came up with great titles I wouldn’t have chosen myself: 

The Girl with 7 Names, The Flight Portfolio, The Dutch House; good books, interesting books that kept me turning the page - (EM Forster’s measure of the success of a novel.)

Then came THE WARMTH OF OTHER SUNS, Isabel Wilkerson’s story of the migration of African Americans from the south to the north of the United States over a 70 year period, Zora Neale Hurston’s BARACOON, the story of Cudjo Lewis, enslaved fifty years after the slave trade was outlawed and the only known person alive who could recount this part of America’s history, and Isabel Wilkerson’s CASTE, the hierarchy of human rankings. My LA writing group ran right along side these titles with short stories by Alice Monroe and Richard Ford, and poetry by Rumi, Ocean Vuong, Louise Gluck, Wallace Stevens, and Hilda Doolittle, aka H.D. Rich reading. 

A character in my short story THE TRANSPLANT is a painter, so I turned to Victoria Findlay’s COLOUR - The History of the Palette, and found out where ochre came from - Australia - and black and brown, white, red, orange, blue, indigo, violet, yellow and green. 

I read Paris Review Interviews on the Art of Fiction, The Art of Poetry, The Art of Theatre, books just for the pleasure of it like Jamie Harrison’s splendid novel THE WIDOW NASH about a woman in 1900 who is repelled by the family drama and runs away, makes up an identity for herself -- THE WIDOW NASH - and ends up in Livingston, Montana. Then there was Gentlemen Prefer Blondes, the story of a dumb woman who’s very smart - that was a laugh - and books on food from MFK Fisher and Jacque Pepin. 

All those books over months of social distancing this year were fascinating, interesting, but after 53 books the BEST BOOK of the year - came down to three:

                                                                         Lonesome Dove by Larry McMurtry 

Ninth Street Women by Mary Gabriel 

Deacon King Kong by James McBride

for so many reasons. BEST BOOK because of the language, because of the place and it’s history, for the story of driving 3,000 cattle from Texas to Montana, for the struggle of women in art, breaking through the wall of Abstract expressionism, and for the creation of a story told with depth of heart.  

My best book of the year is: 


for the description of the Causes Project in south Brooklyn and the characters who lived there, the drug dealers, the church women, the children, the musicians, friends and families, the police who patrolled, and the Deacon of the Five Ends Baptist Church whose favorite pastime was drinking rot gut liquor called King Kong…and for the sentences, dialogue, action and commentary and all woven together to create a story with expressive language, with kindness, surprise, joy and love. 

Literature - fiction - what an addictive non-stop pleasure. If it doesn’t hold me, I stop. Why should I read something I don’t like when there are 80,000 pages of Balzac I haven’t read yet? In the words of Salman Rushdie: “Through literature we can capture truth and beauty and joy in art.”   My 2020 list, all 53 of them. 

A Book a Week for A Year 2020

Kathleen Matson Blurock 


BC = book club 

W  = best western novels

Jack = books for writing class

MOP = my own pleasure

GFT = Gift

1. Come Rain or Come Shine -MOP                                     Kazuo Ishiguro 

Short book, easy read. a love triangle in college. 

2. British History in 21 Women - MOP                           Jenni Murr

This book so interesting and inspirational I rushed to the nearest bookstore - Topping’s new one in Edinburgh - to research what is there and spend some of my 1000 hours a year reading about Elizabeth I. 

3. Where the Crawdads Sing BC                                           Delia Owens

Excellent story teller. Keeps it moving by switching the chapters back and forth in time. Owens is deft at her scientific descriptions which ease the story onto a soft fragrant cloud. However, I couldn’t get past the fact that the “marsh girl” would be left out all alone from the age of 7 to fend for herself in that isolated climate. She lived alone there for years. It took me out of the story but I read it to the end and - SPOILER ALERT - she actually did kill him. Sigh. She - Delia Owens - skunked me on this. I kept thinking Kya didn’t do it, but who did? And she deftly made her the killer because she knew how to hide, how to disguise, what the tides were, how full the moon was and when, and how to make a solid alibi. Wild. 

4. The Overstory - BC                   Richard Powers

This book starts off great, interesting, creative, pure poetry . And the first few stories well told and how they relate to trees, and then, at page 90 the thing dropped like a stone and I just couldn’t go any farther… further at all. Am I wrong? 

5. Underland - BC                               Robert McFarlane

In UNDERLAND we go from the tunnels under the north sea, to the caves in Lofoten Norway, to the glaciers in Greenland to the under city cities in France, the burial tomes of spent nuclear rods in Finland….an exit into territory I have scarcely thought about…and he makes it human, picks the hand as the thing that unites us, leaves us with an image of him and his young son walking hand in hand in the forest. Taken in small bites, this book reflects the depth - the underneath - of the earth, the beauty and the danger. Tremendous work.

6. On Love - MOP                   Charles Bukowski 

Bukowski always invigorates. These chapters are compilations from many other books, from many other years. He is true and direct, a man who was not only a drunk, but a treasure of American letters. If he hadn’t written, he would have died. 

7. Cutting for Stone - MOP                 Abraham Verghese

A saga that shoots off like a bullet with a breathtaking beginning. 

A doctor and a nun collide on a ship from India to Ethiopia? And what happens between them. I will say no more. This book is a must. 

8. THE LIBRARY BOOK - Gift -  Thanks, Lorraine.   Susan Orlean

History, mystery and so very much more. The tracing of the person that was thought to have begun Los Angeles’ central library fire in 1986. What libraries and all the people that help them operate mean to humanity.

9. THE GIRL WITH SEVEN NAMES - BC                       Hyeon-seo Lee

Hyeon-seo Lee’s memoir of her defection from North Korea and her families escape from North Korea through China and Laos. The “Great Leader’s” photo was on the wall of every home and at any time authorities could come to the home to be sure if it were clean. If not, they could be put in the gulag, beaten, killed. Total authority. A report from the edge, and I felt so much was left out, so much brutality and torture not really said. 

10. BLOOD MERIDIAN  - W -                                                       Cormac McCarthy

The great Yale Professor Harold Bloom calls it “the ultimate Western not to be surpassed, a “canonical imaginative achievement, with language deliberately archaic and baroque.” Set on the Mexico/Texas borderlands in 1849 this is the story of the murderous Glanton Gang sent by Texas and United States authorities to murder and scalp as many indians as possible. Judge Holden is the spiritual leader of Glanton’s filibusters. The kid, although murdered in the end is there to tell the Judge “you aint nothin.” McCarthy’s language is Shakespearian, constellations of sentences and paragraphs so dense one must read over and over to grasp their meaning. 

“Here beyond men’s judgements all covenants were brittle. The black looked up from his pipe bowl. About that fire were men whose eyes gave back the light like coals socketed hot in their skulls and men whose eyes did not, but the black man’s eyes stood as corridors for the ferrying through of naked and unrectified night from what of it lay behind to what was yet to come.” 

Various words linked together are a created language.

  • oafish demons routed from a fen 
  • houses loopholed & parapeted 
  • brimstone land of Christian reckoning 
  • men who tilted and clasped their shadows on the ground 
  • a howl of such outrage as to stitch a caesura in the pulse beat of the world
  • trammeled to chords of rawest destiny 
  • scatter reuma 
  • like some pale and bloated manatee surfaced in a bog 
  • strange priapic leer 
  • a din seething rabble had coagulated within

Sentences pop out like something I need to remember. 

  • the old ones are gone like phantoms and the savages wander these canyons to the sound of an ancient laughter. 
  • - and in the night bats came from some nether part of the world to stand on leather wings like dark satanic hummingbirds and feed at the mouths of these flowers
  • under a gibbons moon horse and rider spangled to the shadows on the snow blue ground. 

Not an easy book. A masterpiece of language and story and a sense of reality in northern Mexico in an attempt to control the border. 

11. Legends of the Fall  - W -                                                           Jim Harrison

Wonderful west. Wonderful characters made into a wonderful movie. 

12. THE SPLENDID AND THE VILE -BC                                           Erik Larson

Churchill fighting Hitler in 1940. Compelling read and not only historical, but person insights into the Churchill family.

13. THE FLIGHT PORTFOLIO - BC                                                Julie Orringer

1940 during the war in the South of France. Varian Fry is the head of America’s ERC - Emergency Rescue Committee - to help great artists and writers out of France and immigrant into America. The backdrop for a love story between two east coast Harvard men. 

14. THE RAINBOW COMES AND GOES -MOP Anderson Cooper & Gloria Vanderbilt

Interesting dialogue in emails between the heiress mother and her son. 

15. & 16.  LONESOME DOVE - W -                                                   Larry McMurtry 

858 pages of this wondrous journey. I feel like I have been on the cattle drive with the Hat Creek Outfit. This beautifully written story got under my skin. It’s difficult to let go. So many great characters: Gus & Call, Lorena, Dish Bloggett, Newt and Clara, each one well developed and rich with insight on who they are and why they do what they do. 

It takes months to drive 3,000 head of cattle north from Texas to Montana. 

The women mostly being whores, or “sports” as the men called them, are balanced out by the Clara, a wife, mother, horsewoman and writer who didn’t get to write. McMurtry has given the reader a woman who isn’t a whore, with power and stamina, a whole woman that breaks the box of the myth of silent women, women as slaves and sports.  Poignant. Deep. Rich. Human.

This story made me open the map constantly to see where they were on the drive. It made me appreciate the plains and the mountains of the west I haven’t much considered. It’s like reading three books, and has me wanting more of the old west. 

17. The Collected Works of Billy the Kid  -W-                            Michael Ondaetji

Poetry, prose, photographs and the imaginings of the writing of a real life person who was boxed into a myth. Very surreal like, rather topsy turvy, and a great way to chase Lonesome Dove…with a whiplash, a straight talk, a poem. Great imagination. 

18. The Dutch House  - BC                                                                Ann Patchett

Each sentence like a line of bricks, building into a paragraph, building into a narrative that just won’t stop and hooks from the very beginning. I can’t stop reading and yet I don’t want it to end. 

Appreciated the brother’s love of his sister, the descriptions of the house, the characters and their steadfastness through the years. An A-1 read. 

19. Winter in the Blood - W -                                                               James Welch

Bleak. Stark. Haunting. The story of a native American boy/man in the northern plains of Montana. Compelling.

20. Winter Wheat - W                     Mildred Walker

It’s about love. It’s about Ellen Webb growing up on a dry land hay ranch in Montana with her American father and Russian mother. Where is my Strunk & White? I can never remember when mother or father is capitalized. This is a masterful portrait of a young girl who goes off to college, falls in love, and how she makes sense of all that. Her hardships are blistering, but I can’t stop thinking about the portrait Mildred Walker created and the authenticity of the land she gave me. 

21. Creating a Character -Jack                                                  Constantine Stanislavski

The truth of the character from the outside in.

22. Riders of the Purple Sage - W -                                                      Zane Grey

Zane Grey, a language star. A wonderful ride from beginning to the last two words. The entire book is worth reading if only for the chase in the last third.

“So, with his passion to kill still keen and unabated, Venters lived out that ride, and drank a rider’s sage-sweet cup of wildness to the dregs.” THAT sentence after the chase is remarkable. 

And when he remarks on the wind:

“Venters….and faced the wind from out of the west. Always it brought softly to him strange, sweet tidings of far-off things. It blew from a place that was old and whispered of youth. It blew down the grooves of time. It brought a story of the passing hours. It breathed low of fighting men and praying women. It sang clearly the song of love. That ever was the burden of it’s tidings - youth in the shady woods, waders through the wet meadows, boy and girl at the hedgerow stile, bathers in the booming surf, sweet, idle hours on grassy, windy hills, long strolls down moonlit lanes - everywhere in far-off lands, fingers locked and bursting hearts and longing lips - from all the world tidings of unquenchable love.” 

What the wind brings, fantastic. Read this and read it fast.

23. BARRACOON - MOP -                                                         Zora Neale Hurston

The story of 86 year old Cudjo Lewis, survivor of the Clotilda, the last slaver known to have made the transatlantic journey, illegally brought to the US. Zora Neale Hurston went to Plateau, Alabama in 1927 to interview Cudjo - Kossola, his African name - and get his story in his words. 

24. Gentlemen Prefer Blondes - MOP -                                                   Anita Loos 

Well, sometimes a girl like I has to take a right hand turn and read something zany just to keep a balance with all the high brow stuff. So I read GPB and it is a kick. LOVE Anita Loos. A smart woman writing a dumb woman who’s smart. Wow. Lots of undercurrent here. “So he said that he had gone to Cartiers and he had looked over all the engagement rings in Cartiers and after he had looked them all over he had decided that they were not half good enough for me. So then he took a box out of his pocket and I really became intreeged.” Right, she spelled it that way.  Quite a change from Barracoon. 

25 Ernest Hemingway - JACK - The University of Minnesota Pamphlets on American Writers 

26. Rock Springs - Jack -                                                                   Richard Ford 

Short stories mostly set in small Montana towns. I feel the uncertainty of these places, the underbelly of these places. Ford speaks to the fears, the grief, the relentlessness of life. Superb story telling. 

27. The Gastronomical Me   MOP -                                                      M.F.K. Fisher

Delicious writing about her adventures with food.

28. & 29. The Warmth of Other Suns  - BC -                                 Isabel Wilkerson

The GREAT MIGRATION - from 1915 to 1970 - of almost six million African American citizens of who fled the South for a better life in northern and western cities. An important read for anyone. I wish I had this book when I was 18 to read and understand truly how African Americans were betrayed. 

30. Breaking Down the Surface of the World - Poetry-  Part 1              Jack Grapes

Breathtaking surrealist poem, real and true, ancient and modern words that build, swing over, ride through. Fabulous. 

31. CANADA - Jack -                                                                            Richard Ford

Wrenching. A lament. The devastating effect people’s choices have on their children. Very difficult to read. Beautiful language and mystical commentary. Richard Ford is a word magician, a language star. 

32. Afterlife - BC                                                                                   Julia Alvarez

Hard to adjust to this after CANADA. The aftermath of a women’s life after her husband dies. Asks questions about what our responsibilities are to things that just happen in life, and our responsibility to the invisible people. A sisterhood and all that that entails.

33. Night & Sleep -Poetry -                                                                             Rumi

Poetry. Love. The interior life. Lovely.

34. Wide Spot - MOP -                                                                   Thomas McGuane

New Yorker short story. VERY Montana. The brilliant Thomas McGuane. 

35. The Rock - Jack - Poetry                                                          Wallace Stevens 

The best American poetry.

36. 37. 38. 39. 40. NINTH STREET WOMEN - MOP                         Mary Gabriel 

944 pages, and the longest book I read all year. I am making this 5 books in 1 because it is really biographies of five women painters: Lee Krasner, Elaine de Kooning, Grace Hartigan, Joan Mitchell, and Helen Frankenthaler all rolled into one, set against the nascent of the abstract expressionist movement. A monument of a book to the painters, to their milieu, to the times, to Art. A revelation and history of all. LOVED THIS. Took me 26 days to read it. 

41. NIGHT SKY WITH EXIT WOUNDS - Poetry -                              Ocean Vuong

Sharp, cutting, the edge of the rose. Intense and brilliant. The line breaks create more rhythm. 


Nature, the stars and love. 

43. THE WIDOW NASH - MOP                                                         Jamie Harrison 

In 1900 New York, a daughter travels the world with her eccentric father who goes to the silver mines and the diamond mines and exotic places, contracts syphillis, gets crazy, commits suicide and dies. She has jilted his partner, who won’t take no for an answer, is repelled by the drama, and runs away inventing an identity for herself as THE WIDOW NASH, ending up in Livingston, Montana. 

I felt as if I were in a sepia colored movie with men in bowler hats and ladies in long skirts. Wonderful. Inventive. Poetry, prose, newspaper articles. Rich reading. 

44. HD. Collected Poems - Jack                                                H.D. Hilda Doolittle 

Lovely divine poetry referencing the Gods, Goddesses and nature. 

45. Colour - the history of the palette - MOP -                               Victoria Findlay

Ochre, black and brown, white, red, orange, blue, indigo, lilac, violet, yellow green. 

The history and places in the world where they originate. Fascinating. 

46. Dear Life - Jack -                                                                             Alice Munro 

More short stories. Wonderful. Alice Munro is a noble prize winner in literature. 

47. Sorry for your Troubles - Jack -                                                    Richard Ford

Short stories, with an economy of language and deep commentary. Eclectic and wonderfully wrought. I love this writer. 

48. The Garden of Evening Mists -BC -                                          Tan Twan Eng

1951 Malaya. Graceful prose unfolds in this heartbreaking story of one woman’s survival from a Japanese slave camp, and how dreams of creating a garden kept her sane. Beautifully written. Man Asian Literary prize. 

49. Brokeback Mountain - W -                                                       Annie Proulx 

Short short story. 55 pages. Told with lyrical beauty. Her sentences are masterful. Understands the west deeply and how to describe it. 

50. Caste - MOP                                                                                  Isabel Wilkerson                       

Read all 388 pages in 3 days. Fascinating. Hierarchy of caste. 

51. Moments of Livvy - MOP                                                              Regitze Ladekarl

A fellow writer in Jack Grape’s method writing group, this is Danish born Regitze Ladekarl’s first novel. Fresh, alive and a page turner. She has created an empathetic character in Olivia who makes the pages turn. 

52. Jacques Pepin - THE APPRENTICE - My Life in the Kitchen 

Delightful story of the boy from rural France who went from his mother’s kitchen and restaurants after the war, to Paris and Plaza Athene’s kitchen, then to New York, Julia Child, marriage and fatherhood. Totally a sweet fun read. 

53. DEACON KING KONG - MOP -    *****                          James McBride

Like reading Jazz. A book to study. Lyrical prose that takes us to the depth of the heart and makes the characters human. This year’s National Book Award. My BEST BOOK OF THE YEAR.

Paris Review The Art of Fiction Interview├č

Joan Didion No. 71 

Kazuo Ishiguro No. 196

Toni Morrison No. 134

James Baldwin No. 78

Jim Harrison No. 104 

Richard Ford No. 147

The Art of Poetry 

Kay Ryan No. 94

The Art of Theatre

David Mamet No. 11                                            


  “We work in the dark 

                                          we do what we can 

                                         We give what we have 

                                           Our doubt is our passion 

                                and our passion is our task. 

                                             The rest is the madness of art.”      - Henry James

Writer and photographer Kathleen Matson Blurock is a member of the Los Angeles Poets and Writers Collective based in Livingston, Montana. Kathleen grew up in Urbana, Ohio, and attended the University of Cincinnati and George Washington University studying great American writers. Her poetry has been published in ON THE BUS literary journal and she has written numerous short stories and two novels. Kathleen produced the collective’s booth at the LOS ANGELES TIMES FESTIVAL OF BOOKS for 3 years with Jack Grapes.

Sunday, January 12, 2020

The Writer - Margaret Atwood


 "So that is who the writer writes for: for the reader.

For the reader who is not Them, but You. For the Dear

Reader.  For the ideal reader, who exists on a continuum

somewhere between Brown Owl (childhood imaginary

friend) and God. And this ideal reader may prove to be

anyone at all - any one at all - because the act of reading is

just as singular - always - as the act of writing." 

Sunday, January 5, 2020

Art - Books - The Writer

A Book a Week for a Year 2019
Kathleen Matson Blurock 

I was watching INSIDE BILL’S BRAIN and there was Bill Gates lugging a very full bag of books to his office and the narrator said he reads 150 pages and hour and I say WHAT?  I am going too slow. How many pages do I read? I time myself. Turns out, it’s between 35 and 40 pages an hour depending on the book, which means a 350 page book takes about 10 hours to read. So if I read an hour a day or more it will take 7 to 10 days to finish. That is NOT a book a week. 

Now when I go into a bookstore I start to look for thin books. I start to think about time and what I can disappear into, what I can learn from, what I can educate myself with in thick books and thin. I stare at Moby Dick on the shelf next to my bed, where I am stuck on page 240 of 625 since 2017 as many times I had to stop and google the types of whales, the ships, the people, the distances traveled. 

I’ve read 51 books which almost gets me to my goal of a book a week for the year. I need one more. Again I look at my bookshelf and find THIS IS WATER, a 131 page commencement address by David Foster Wallace, small sentences on each page so I go fast. I am going to hit my goal. I’ve got to have a goal. I’ve got to throw my hat over the stone wall in order to figure out a way to retrieve it.

                “We work in the dark 
we do what we can 
We give what we have 
Our doubt is our passion 
                and our passion is our task. 
The rest is the madness of art.” 

            - Henry James 

I’m doubtful. I’m passional and I am in the dark, struggling to feel my way toward what I don’t know. I find out by reading. That is my task. 

For a year I have read essays, poetry, fiction, non-fiction, but mostly novels, mostly lovely stories, well told stories that take me -  the reader -  inside a world and my world slips away, dissolves for a while, takes a back seat while I discover Tennessee Williams’ make shift living quarters by the Hudson in his early New York City days, or Vanessa Diffenbaugh’s protagonist Victoria Jones whose childhood was spent in the foster care system and finds her connection to the world through flowers and their meaning in THE LANGUAGE OF FLOWERS. I’ve laughed at film director John Waters’ outlandish raunchiness in MR. KNOW IT ALL. I’ve been gobsmacked by the historical research Adam Nicholson did to present the centuries old roots and landscape of his beloved SISSINGHURST in southern England, and I have been awestruck by Anita Brookner’s HOTEL DU LAC, winner of the 1984 Booker Prize, a masterful portrait of a woman who goes away - to the Hotel du Lac - to find herself and in the process actualizes herself into herself. My prize for book of the year. 

These stories are all worthy. 

I read the biography of Lee Miller and was shocked at her abrupt shift from girl hood at 8 - when she was raped by a family friend and given syphilis - to New York Conde Nast model, noted surrealist, photographer and Man Ray’s muse.

I read Vita Sackville West’s ENGLISH COUNTRY HOUSES, Michelle Obama’s BECOMING and Raymond Carver’s CATHEDRAL. 

I have read books about Nazis, bullfights in Spain, England and it’s landscape, New York, celebrity biography, women’s freedom and the truth deep inside our souls. 

And then, toward year’s end, in Montana, I take the slow left hand turn into stories of Native Americans:  Tommy Orange’s THERE THERE, David Grann’s  KILLERS OF THE FLOWER MOON, (characters so fascinating this story will be filmmaker Martin Scorsese’s next project) books of indigenous people and their struggles in wide open prairies and stark snow-covered mountains, and where there is no THERE THERE in Oakland, California.

After all that, I like to clear my palette with Charles Bukowski, a great American poet whose lines are broken so well that before you know it, you’ve read a poem which is really a mini movie. Bukowski goes right to the bone and as I read I feel clarity about myself and my position in myself. I admire his direct accuracy and understanding of the world. 

This is my 2019 list - mostly American and British writers. Thanks to Bill Gates I am reading more but my wonder is why haven’t I written my list down before? 

2019 A Book a Week for a Year

Title       Author

The Nest        Cynthia D’Aprix Sweeney
The Girls Emma Cline
Method Writing Jack Grapes
Stranger on Earth Richard Jones
Cathedral Raymond Carver
WONDER Kathleen Matson Blurock 
Moise and the World of Reason Tennessee Williams
The Artists Way Julia Cameron
Selected Stories Dorothy Parker 
Becoming Michelle Obama 
All of Us Raymond Carver
The Sanctuary of the Soul Yogananda
Gift from the Sea Ann Morrow Lindberg 
Pocket Pema Chodron         Pema Chodron
The Yellow Wallpaper Charlotte Perkins Gilman
Men Explain Things to me Rebecca Wolnit
The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie Muriel Spark
Fewer Better Things Glenn Adamson 
Hotel Du Luc Anita Brookner 
Start Where You Are Pema Chodron 
Falling Slowly Anita Brookner 
Love is Blind William Boyd 
Lee Miller Biography Carolyn Burke 
Virginia Woolf Bio Alexandra Harris 
Altered States Anita Brookner 
Living by Fiction Annie Dillard 
The Language of Flowers Vanessa Diffenbaugh 
Art Lessons Deborah Haynes 
Mr. Know It All John Waters 
Sissinghurst, An Unfinished History Adam Nicholson 
Elements & Origins Margaret Tait
England, England Julian Barnes 
English Country Houses Vita Sackville-West 
Heat and Dust Ruth Prawer Jvabalah 
Wide Sargasso Sea Jean Rhys 
Then and Now Diane Keaton
In the Garden of Beasts Eric Larson 
The Sun Also Rises Ernest Hemingway 
ME - Bio Elton John 
Swimmer in the Secret Sea William Kotzwinkle 
There There Tommy Orange 
Ethan Frome   Edith Wharton 
Olive Again Elizabeth Strout
Killers of the Flower Moon David Grann 
Ninety Nine Glimpses of 
Princes Margaret Craig Brown
Prairie Fever Michael Parker
Trust Exercise Susan Choi
On Drinking Charles Bukowski 
Calypso David Sedaris
SISSINGHURST                         Vita Sackville-West
New Poems Book 4 Charles Bukowski  
This is Water                                            David Foster Wallace